Department of Good Ideas: get your identity from what you do, not what job you do
I do not know where you are at. Certainly I can answer many questions, especially if you are as surprised as me that the people in general write bad parts for their scripts as humans: mostly routine work to support money and sex. The project driven person is missing from the picture.
I write science fiction and visionary creative problem solving. If you are ready to work and eager to write let me know, I can certainly use you (departmentofgoodideas.com a writer-inventor cooperative).